The Perception of Happiness

The Perception of Happiness

I often hear people talking about all the things that need to be in place in their lives to bring them happiness. A lot of these things are learnt perceptions based on our cultures and religions.

The most common are:



A nice house

A great career

The ability to go on holiday at least twice a year

Being able to buy whatever they want rather than whatever they need.

A dream car


Happiness is quantified by how many of those things you have. And if you are lacking, our culture offers you many ways to ‘better’ yourself to give you more chances of receiving them. (more…)

Spiritual Highs and Lows – A few Musings

Spiritual Highs and Lows – A few Musings

There are times when spiritual experiences can seem a little like taking drugs…you experience a psychedelic high, meet amazing beings, know complete freedom, see the big picture….and then you drop back down into the heavy frequency of Earth. It can be a plummet for the emotions and mind.

I often find I want to share everything I have found out, after all that’s why I go off travelling in these different dimensions. And my new knowledge falls on deaf ears. Or very few people see and understand what I am talking about. It is a lonely place, this 5D reality! This is when my emotions can really take a pounding if I am not alert to them.

But I don’t give in. I learnt long ago that my findings ARE important for the greater good, and people do catch up. And more and more people are awakening to their own sovereignty, their own spiritual journey and seeing the big picture, or re-membering who they are. (more…)

The Business of The Spiritual.

The Business of The Spiritual.

Most highly spiritual and awakened people wish to share their message of truth, wisdom and knowledge with the world.


Because that is their purpose. Especially at this time in Earth’s history, these people are needed and indeed many are turning to them now for help.

BUT…there is a problem.

Many spiritual people find it hard to make a living and so support themselves and their families through their vital work.

Why is this?

The reasons are complicated and convoluted but put very simply…most Spiritual types have such a need within them to help others, that it drowns out the need to help themselves. Is this YOU?

Most spiritual people also find the whole concept of money terrifying…yes that’s right…its not just that they think they shouldn’t charge those in need of their help…MONEY IS TERRIFYING!

Again, I ask WHY?


The Twin Flame Experience – Breaking Down Walls

The Twin Flame Experience – Breaking Down Walls

Those that know me well, are aware of my dislike of labels. Yet we do need to differentiate experiences in some way. The twin flame is no exception, although it is probably the most widely misunderstood relationship, on a par perhaps with the term Soul Mate.

Let me share with you the knowledge I have gained regarding both types of relationship, through my own life experiences (with a heavy relationship focus) and my interdimensional travelling. (more…)

11/11/2020 Remembrance Day Portal.

11/11/2020 Remembrance Day Portal.

I am writing this on the 11/11/2020 a powerful gateway or Portal for an influx of energy into the planetary mix.

It is also Remembrance Day here in the UK. I hope you will all take a moment to sit and remember, and feel gratitude, for all those service men and women, dogs and horses, who gave their lives, so we have the freedom to live ours.

Last night I didn’t sleep a wink…love that saying!…

At 4 am I was talking to my friend in the States, Jeri Monts of Moonanbak Apothecary. At 5.30 am I was still lying there. It was ONE LONG NIGHT! This happens to me when the energy is high, or when something new is coming in. I don’t feel tired, apart from my eyes which felt like sandpaper. And something big was afoot. It still is.

It’s now midday, and I can still feel it. A low hum, a vibration happening within my body, making it an effort to stay grounded (so important to bring the energy in and cement it here).

Last night about 1 am, after a particularly powerful dragon ride through a portal that seemed to take me to a parallel dimension to the one where my Dragon glade is, I started seeing colours, very vivid, with my eyes open. Lots of colours changing, swirling, merging, morphing.

I asked, ‘What is going on?’

The immediate answer was, ‘Changing of the guard.’

I have spent a lot of my sleepless hours pondering that. Nothing else was given to me on a conscious level. It seemed fitting to mention ‘guard’ on Remembrance Day. But was this a changing of my guard, a universal pattern, both of these, or something else?

I have stopped judging anything now as good or bad, but something DIFFERENT is definitely happening through this portal.

Yesterday I pulled a card from the Earth Warriors Deck by Alana Fairchild. The card was Turquoise Changing Woman. This card brings in the energy of change. Some people quake at the thought of change. I am always excited by it!


So, as I write this, I pull a card from the same deck asking what this portal is ushering in for us. The card is one I get on a regular basis and it always brings a feeling of warmth. Right now, I am almost in tears, gratitude washing through me, a part of me reaching to hug those coming in, those I have known, those parts of my Soul who complete me. The Kin. My Kin. Your Kin. Those who are working with us to bring about planetary ascension by awakening the masses to a love based reality, rather than a fear based one.


Why have they come now? This card is all about reaching spiritual maturity, and as a planet we have reached a new level. This year the tide has truly turned. There are more of us who know how to hold the light, awakening those around us, and that number grows. We have earned our stripes (another military reference). Our growth is being acknowledged. We are ready now for a new phase to begin. Timing is important. Hover like the hawk and breathe. See the details of what is happening in the world, while also keeping your distance so as not to become enmeshed in the fear based scenarios. See the wider meanings, the deeper meanings, and know that they are playing out for a reason. It is OK. All you and I have to do is hold the light, find the joy and let it fills us, over spilling into the energy fields around us.

The new guard have arrived. Yet they are also the old guard. The ones we are birthed from, the ones who hold us up, love us without condition. No longer are they separate; we have raised the frequency of Earth to the point where they may now enter.

Today we remember our destiny. Take a moment now. Breathe. Invite in the new guard. Feel how much you are loved.


The Download – Reclaiming Lost Energy – Chapter 1

The Download – Reclaiming Lost Energy – Chapter 1

My book, Reclaiming Lost Energy is now available as a pdf Ebook in my shop. This is Chapter 1.


I often get what I refer to as a ‘download’ of information and energy in bed at night. I think of them as neural pathways opening to reveal new information from the vast databank that is available to all, if we were just aware enough to allow it. Some people call this the Akash and have rituals they use to access it.


I have found that many people access this pool of knowledge without knowing what they are doing. I don’t think rituals are necessary, although to get the clearest information it helps to be open to receiving it and not blocking any ‘downloads’ by telling yourself you are just making it up.

People are far more magical than they believe!


One such night, I got a significant download of information regarding energy. One part that was very interesting related to cutting cords. Many people cut cords, to sever the connection on an energetic level to an event or person, but I have never liked it, it always felt wrong. Now I know why!


Cutting cords is NOT the way to go about this! Neither can you release the energy that attaches you to others, or to events. The release happens, but from the other end. (more…)