Understandings From the 11/11 Portal.

Understandings From the 11/11 Portal.

The Samhain New Year gateway followed by the 11/11 portal this year have been extremely powerful conduits of energy and information.

I have felt the now familiar fall into darkness, where chaos realms and emotions are stirred. Old structures are dismantled and the pieces float in a primordial soup, waiting to be re constructed differently or simply floating to the very bottom to disintegrate.

At one time I struggled and resisted these moments. I found them disturbing and wanted to know what was wrong with me.

Now I understand them for what they are, a leap forward into MORE of me.


A Message From The 9.

A Message From The 9.

I received this message from The 9 a couple of weeks ago. I have to confess that I am still unable to fully grasp all of it. This happens. They are after all a much higher vibration of me! I am sharing as I thought the concepts and information explored would be of interest to many of you.

Please channel through me the information regarding our real mission on Earth.


To manifest anything you know you must FEEL what it is like to be in the space of the manifestation already occurring. You know how important the feeling is. Feeling is energy, energy in constant flux and change. This energy is caught up by your intention and moulded into what it is you are focusing on.

Before birth you plan your life’s mission, the lessons you are here to learn. These lessons are energetic data, because you are energetic data. How could they be anything other? If they were anything other then you could not learn the lessons as they would not be a match to you as an energetic being.

Human form is unique in that it gives you, as energy, the chance to experience what it is like to live in a fully sensory body in a 3D world. This allows experience of emotional sensations that can only exist in an animal body, with the human mind capabilities and human autonomous nervous system.

There are other planets where other experiences are available, just as valuable, but different to this. Earth is the only planet at this current phase of Galactic time space where you can experience these things and learn how to CREATE from a space of connecting with feeling, emotion, intention to produce a material effect.

You, and every other energy being, is on a learning path to remember how it is to be a creator, in the way Source is a creator. Source is self replicating through you. To do this you must, as a species, learn the Earth way of manifestation, the physical manifestation of experience. There are many other ways to manifest, but this is the basic, most fundamental version. When you master this you do not reincarnate back into this Earth cycle, but go on to learn other ways of manifesting/creating.

To be a supreme being all ways must be learned/achieved. Source wishes to be more than itself. Source wishes to reproduce itself. This is the way Source reproduces. (more…)

How The Soul Chooses the Right Body – The 9 Speak.

How The Soul Chooses the Right Body – The 9 Speak.

How does the Soul choose the correct body to be able to live out it’s life purpose?

The 9 once gave me an answer to this question as a download of images. I have asked them to put it all into words for you now.
The birth process for a Soul all begins in the last life journey. When you die on Earth, there is a process you go through that many religions old and new have described. But it isn’t a harsh judgement process. That would imply that emotions come into play, and this is not the case. It is akin to going through a checklist, and ticking off the lessons learnt, or a grading of an exam paper, to see what you learned and what needs to be revisited.


Lunar New Year Portals, Tiredness and Atlanteans.

Lunar New Year Portals, Tiredness and Atlanteans.

Every week I do a LIVE in my Magical Community of I  free Facebook Group. I always ask people what they want me to talk about, and this week I was asked to speak about why the moon effects our sleep patterns, especially at the time of writing, when many seem to be suffering disturbed sleep. I was also keen to ask why the lunar new year seemed to be an intense tie for many.

I was prompted to ask the 9 the following questions, which I then talked about on the LIVE. You can watch it by joining the group.


Why are so many of us suffering from sleep loss or disrupted sleep patterns right now?


The Perception of Happiness

The Perception of Happiness

I often hear people talking about all the things that need to be in place in their lives to bring them happiness. A lot of these things are learnt perceptions based on our cultures and religions.

The most common are:



A nice house

A great career

The ability to go on holiday at least twice a year

Being able to buy whatever they want rather than whatever they need.

A dream car


Happiness is quantified by how many of those things you have. And if you are lacking, our culture offers you many ways to ‘better’ yourself to give you more chances of receiving them. (more…)

Kingdoms Lost Chapter 13 – Runes

Kingdoms Lost Chapter 13 – Runes

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‘Today we buy tents,’ Farron announced loudly, strolling back from the nearest bushes, tying his pants as he walked.

‘It’s certainly getting colder,’ Zorbel said. ‘I hardly slept.’

Helian nodded in agreement. ‘How far are we from a town?’

Zorbel pursed his lips and frowned, looking at some imaginary map that sat in the air in front of him. ‘If we go back to the road, only about five leagues I reckon. Myself and Farron could go and get what we need. If we are following dragons, it’s unlikely we will get many nights in a proper bed.’

‘And the further North we go, the sooner we will meet winter,’ Helian said. ‘Although I expect we will be heading west again soon enough.’

‘Can you get a map as well please,’ Petra added. ‘I prefer to know where I am. I have never been this far North before.’

Zorbel stood and wiped his hands on his breeches, dusting off a few crumbs.

‘You forgot some,’ Kintra said with a grin, ‘In your beard.’

The big man stroked through his beard with both hands and then leant down for her to inspect further.

‘All gone. You are presentable now!’

Zorbel nodded and beckoned to Farron.

‘Anything other than the obvious supplies anyone?’ Farron asked, bending to kiss her head.

‘If you come across an apothecary get me a basic first aid kit. I am out of some essentials,’ Petra said.

The two men left, and Kintra busied herself making more tea for everyone. (more…)

Spiritual Highs and Lows – A few Musings

Spiritual Highs and Lows – A few Musings

There are times when spiritual experiences can seem a little like taking drugs…you experience a psychedelic high, meet amazing beings, know complete freedom, see the big picture….and then you drop back down into the heavy frequency of Earth. It can be a plummet for the emotions and mind.

I often find I want to share everything I have found out, after all that’s why I go off travelling in these different dimensions. And my new knowledge falls on deaf ears. Or very few people see and understand what I am talking about. It is a lonely place, this 5D reality! This is when my emotions can really take a pounding if I am not alert to them.

But I don’t give in. I learnt long ago that my findings ARE important for the greater good, and people do catch up. And more and more people are awakening to their own sovereignty, their own spiritual journey and seeing the big picture, or re-membering who they are. (more…)

Kingdoms Lost- Chapter 12 Stories Never Told

Kingdoms Lost- Chapter 12 Stories Never Told

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The campfire crackled throwing off sparks that sizzled out on the damp grass. They sat huddled under blankets. Helian had promised to explain himself once they stopped for the night. Now they stared at him expectantly.

‘Kintra, do you have the book?’

She nodded reaching her arm out from underneath the blanket. The night air was cold. Autumn was on its way. She handed the book to Petra, who handed it to Vlarimar, who hesitated, staring at the cover, before handing it to Helian.

‘There’s a passage in this book I want to read to you.’ He flicked through a few pages, leaning into the fire’s light. ‘The book is about Earth Magic. It’s meant to be used as a student’s guide, while studying with a Master. It’s been invaluable to me. I also possess WildFire. This book, and the Stone you now have, Kintra, have taught me how to control it. To a point.’

A log fell, rolling out of the fire towards Kintra. She jumped and gazed at the flames lapping its edges. Farron kicked it back into the pit. Sparks flew as it tumbled over the edge. Not from the log, but within her body. The Wildfire listened. Helian was staring at her again, talking to her. She could feel him. (more…)

Silence – A Winter Poem

Silence – A Winter Poem

I love silence. Not just when meditating, but when sitting alone, or lying in bed.

Last night I sat at our spare bedroom window, which was wide open to a very cold and frosty night. There is a hill behind us, arable land, where deer roam on their way to woodland, pheasants and partridge mingle with rooks, crows and squawking seagulls. Once I spotted a hare, though that is a rare sight. Above it all red kite circle, and at night its the hunting ground of tawny owls.

The sky was clear, December 30th 2020…the year no one expected, the year I will always think of as the Chaotic Awakening. It was a full moon and the stars were only visible out of the bright light, that wonderful, atmospheric, magical white blue light of a winter moon. (more…)

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