The Samhain New Year gateway followed by the 11/11 portal this year have been extremely powerful conduits of energy and information.
I have felt the now familiar fall into darkness, where chaos realms and emotions are stirred. Old structures are dismantled and the pieces float in a primordial soup, waiting to be re constructed differently or simply floating to the very bottom to disintegrate.
At one time I struggled and resisted these moments. I found them disturbing and wanted to know what was wrong with me.
Now I understand them for what they are, a leap forward into MORE of me.