Let me talk to you of your beginnings,
Let me sing to you of your craft
Let me weave for you a web of rememberings
Rich in multi-coloured rainbows of colours
That you cannot as yet distinguish
But you will!
I see the darkness hovering within you
I see the mist of uncertainty clouding your vision
And beyond and beneath and above all of that
I see you robed in color and light, so bright, so beautiful
That the human eye cannot take it all in, could never comprehend anything so vast, so magnificent, so clear!
You can feel it.
It is like a whisper of snow on the wind.
The hint of spring in February
It is muffled yet bursting to be free
It is trapped, yet prompting you for release
It is painful, yet comforting in its presence.
Come closer now, I can help you.
Come nearer now, let me show you
Come reach out your hand, let me guide you
Let me show you a way to remove the dark blanket, the mist, the pain,
And reveal that which you know you are
That which you know you must be, beneath.
This came to me in a visualisation. At first I thought it was for me, it describes so well, how I have felt so far this year, yet I now know that this is for you too, the reader who found these words. This metasong is a message from my Soul to my conscious being, and also from your soul, in unified connection, to YOUR conscious being.
I also have two important words. Say them over, let your mind rest on them, and then let me know what they mean to you, or how they make you feel. The words are CREATIVE REMEMBERINGS.
We are all creative beings, we create our own existence and reality every second of the day. Our thoughts and emotions are very powerful, and we are only just becoming aware of quite how powerful they are. We are all mini Gods and Goddesses, with complete power over our lives. At present we are struggling to align this truth with our day to day lives because of the constraints we have lived within for so long. These constraints are held in place by mass consciousness on many levels. Family, community, regional, national and international, all have a role to play in what we believe is our reality. We are held within these limitations to such an extent that our power is effectively crushed.
But don’t feel anger, frustration, or sadness at this, and please never feel helpless. Times are changing quickly and many are now awakening and seeing just what can be done when you think outside of these limitations, when you tell yourself that anything is possible and believe it!
You are a vast universe of tiny particles and atoms, all vibrating together, creating an energetic mass that is you. Your Soul is continuously dancing with this energy mass, itself an energy mass, but vibrating at a far faster and so less dense rate. Your thoughts are also packets of energy, data, that are fed into the whole. They feed your emotions which then show you how to react. The world you perceive is your own world, shaped by your experiences. The energy of others has touched your life, in many ways, and you have interpreted that energy and taken some of it as your own. This helps to shape how you see your world. Past life energy is also present within this Universe of you. It also helps to shape your reality.
So much energy, created, gathered, shaped into a life that is your own. But it is only energy.
Energy is fluid, it is able to move in any direction. It just needs to know where to go. Think of the wind. The wind is a vast energy force that blows happily across a wide open plain, but then it encounters mountains and changes shape to push through into smaller valleys. Here, where it is more contained, it becomes stronger. Or it may find a mountain blocking it and then must flow around, often in many different ways. Energy needs direction to change course. It needs more specifically intention and action.
Your physical body mass, has also an energetic body mass. It is a replica of the physical body and is so closely related that each affects the other. Your energy mind is a powerful source of information. It has all the data that you have ever created stored within, as well as having a connection to all the data EVER created anywhere, any time, any place. The problem is our conscious mind struggles to understand such pure data streams. It stands in the way, because it does not understand. The energy mind also struggles to understand conscious concepts and to see the world through our eyes. So it stands to reason that we need to help the two meet in the middle, to become friends, to start speaking the same language. Imagine bringing online your energy mind with all its power and resource.
I have found over the years that I have become restless. I have KNOWN there was something I needed to understand, some knowledge to gain so that I could engage with my life purpose. I have searched for this thing in many places. I have read many books, taken many courses, and had many readings of various types. I have learnt a lot yet and now I feel I have found that place of completeness and connection within. So let me share with you what has become obvious. No one elses course, book, experience, words, even therapy, will help you to really connect and complete who you are. Why? Because their Universe runs on a slightly different wave length, with slightly different rules and laws, to yours, based on their own experience of life. Although we are all made of the same stuff, we all create with that stuff differently. Your playdough cat looks slightly different to mine. I can tell you how to do it, how I did it, but it will never be the same.
So, you guessed what I will say next. The only one who can help you is you. The problem is how do you do that?
When you are standing in the middle of your Universe, with the energies whirling around you, often in such confusing patterns that you cannot focus your gaze on any one thing for more than a few seconds, you cannot even begin to help yourself. People (and I’m one of them) struggle to regain control for years. Trial and error, luck and fate and a lot of hard work on a non physical level have brought me to this place now. I believe that my role from here on in, is to start showing others how to do this, without so much trial and error. I want to offer you that guiding hand, walk with you as you figure out things for yourself. I want to help you to find what works for YOU. Not what worked for me.
When I first was presented with this idea, via my own energy mind, I have to admit I felt daunted. This is a dance based on pure energy, this is a dance that is in reaction to whatever presents in each moment. I cannot write this down, and give you a piece of paper to take away and learn from, that would be my experience not yours. I cannot write myself a strict set of rules to follow for each of you that wish to take up this dance with me, that would be impossible. The excitement and the magic is created in the knowing that every single person I work with is different. I will need to change how I work to fit in with them. I will need to think on my feet, to help them be the very best of who they are.
When I began Uncovering the Light of Your Soul, I was on the right track. I wanted to help others to find that inner light and beauty and bring it forth to engage with the world. In that way they are happy and the world is happy also. I did what I could through sharing my own experiences, sharing those of others, and by offering what guidance I could. Now I am going one step further, a step off the edge of the cliff into the unknown. I have so many tools to offer as guidance. I have so many tools to help you to be your own creator. I have so much understanding of the structure of the energy systems, and also of the power of limitations. My promise to myself and to all who I connect with is that the limitations will be dropped. Gone are the times of limitation. These are the new times, where we see who we are with wings!
Before I present this way of working to you, I need to think further. Today is the start of my 47th year in this lifetime, and it seemed a good time to put this down on paper. With this Full Moon, falling in the UK early on the morning of Friday the 13th June, and with all the current Solar activity, the energy is high, it is a time where we can create magic by looking at what needs to come to completion. For me I have completed a major life cycle, one where I have learnt so very much that I now can share. I am so looking forward to knowing you all better. Please keep your eyes peeled for more information on this.
And now can I ask you…..Shall we dance?