Meditation Experiences and Deep Healing


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Last night I did three meditations, one after another that are found here:

These are not normally done in this way, but followed in order, practising and mastering one before attempting the next. But I found I mastered the first very easily, mainly because I use something similar in my own usual meditation practice. So I went to the second meditation the experience of which is below. These are the notes I wrote hurriedly last night while the meditation was still fresh in my mind, so I apologise if they seem bitty. The important thing is the symbols and what they meant to me. I have recorded the Symbols afterwards and initial thoughts. This is the best way to do this after any meditation. Of course more is likely to come to you as time progresses. Just make sure when you are IN the meditation that you don’t allow your mind to analyse the symbols AT THE TIME!


The Seed Meditation

I began as a golden coloured seed. Within the earth I felt comforted and nurtured. The earth was cool around me, but not cold. I pushed up and out and two leaves unfurled. I grew up a little further and saw I was looking east as the sun rose. A blackbird pecked around in the soil very close to me, a lot bigger than me. I kept growing, unfurled more leaves and then branched into five stems, then each branched into three smaller stems. Each of these three smaller stems produced five tiny white star like flowers, a bit like cow parsley. I saw night and day and was happy. I was much taller now as the blackbird was smaller and beneath me. I bent and weaved in the wind, but did not break. Then my flowers turned to seeds and were blown away. I watched many of them land in the surrounding soil and my consciousness choose one of these seeds, that landed ahead of me, further East, and slipped within it. It began to grow. I looked back at the mother plant and saw also the other seedlings that were sprouting. 15 of them.


Golden seed why golden? Important, gold energy is spiritual, high

East and sunrise….place of spring and new beginnings.

Blackbird, twilight, crossover time, doorway to spirit, Guide into the realm of Spirit.

The amounts of stems is 115, and then 15 sprouted seedlings. 1 and 5 seem to be important. My seed went in front of the original golden seed. Is this the rising up of my focus, my choosing and my direction? It was still facing east.

1 is the number of the individual, independence, doing my own thing. Also new beginnings, new ideas.

5 is the number of change, freedom, letting go of the past so that the future can manifest.

15 is a blend of the two and you can see below for more of its significance.

When I went to my favourite site for Angel Numbers

to look up the number 15 a strange thing happened (although my card this morning let me know there was magic afoot and to watch out for synchronicities!). I went to the site from a different link to normal and low and behold, instead of the number index that I normally land on I arrived at the page for the number 1551! I was suitably gobsmacked for a moment before reading the following:

Number 1551 is a blend of the attributes and vibrations of both number 1 and number 5 appearing twice, amplifying their influences and qualities.  Number 1 brings the attributes of creation, willpower, originality and attainment.  It carries the vibration of inspiration and ambition, achievement and success, self-reliance and tenacity. Number 1 also tells us that we create our own realities with our thoughts, beliefs and actions.  Number 5 adds its energies of curiosity and adventure, making positive choices and decisions, major life changes, sociability and companionability, learning life lessons through experience, adaptability and versatility, resourcefulness and vitality.


Angel Number 1551 is a message from the angels that your positive thoughts and intentions are manifesting very rapidly and this will bring about beneficial and important life changes.  Keep your environment positive and light and avoid negative situations and people.  Your positive attitude, mind-set and expectations will determine the outcome of the changes to come.  Do not allow others to deter or hinder you in any way as only you know your true heart’s desires and soul calling.  Listen to your own intuition and look to new directions and opportunities with optimism and an open mind. 


Angel Number 1551 encourages you to take charge of your own life, do things your own way, and make positive life changes to benefit and enhance yourself and those around you.  Although you may fear the unknown, your angels ask that you trust that these changes will be to your long-term benefit and advantage. The timing is right for a new venture, project and/or direction and a happy outcome and result follows your positive expectations.  Take positive action in the direction of your goals and aspirations and you are sure to find success on all levels.


Be who you truly are and love yourself first and foremost. Do not be afraid to be true to yourself and your chosen path. 


The funny thing is this number was only posted up yesterday….divine timing eh?!

The number 115 is also of significance and the main points of this are below:

Angel Number 115 is a message from your angels that some karmic life changes are ahead of you, or are occurring in your life right now.  Your angels want you to remain courageous and positive throughout these transitions.  They support and surround you with love and healing.


Angel Number 115 is a message that your ideas, thoughts and intuitive feelings are prompting you to make some much needed (and long awaited) changes in your life.  Your angels are encouraging you to make these positive life choices and changes and are supporting you through the transitions.  Have no fear about making these major life changes as in the long-term they will prove to be of great benefit to you and others.  You will be ridding yourself of old restraints and constraints and will be making room for ‘new’ to enter your life. 


The funny thing here is that this morning I drew cards first from my Isis Oracle, prompted by an appearance of ISIS/SIRIUS in my next meditation. These cards prompted an hour long session of EFT, Emotrance and prayer to deeply release some limitations I had placed on my life over the last 45 years that have been holding me back. I have known they were there for many years, although I wasn’t really conscious of what they were, but I decided this morning that I had the courage to take them on and let them go. This sits hand in hand with the numbers as these limitations are what has been holding me back from taking the next step on my soul journey. Suffice it to say this morning was tough, it hurt, and it is still too raw for me to talk of, even though a vast healing did, and is taking place. But now is not the time to share it. I only mention it too show, once more, that when you take steps forward, no matter how hard or small, the Universe IMMEDIATELY shows you its support.


The next meditation is noted below. This one should normally be done in stages, but I was guided to move through the whole thing last night, the Blackbird showing me the way. I suspect this is because of other meditations and works I have been doing, so please follow the guidance of the meditations and take it in stages if you wish to do them. Once more sorry for the note like form and to truly understand you need to listen to the meditation!



City of light Meditation. 

The flowers were forget me knots, roses, daffodils, tulips, wonderful summer fragrances, the smell of warm earth and grass. I lay on a circle of grass surrounded on all sides by these flowers. The call of a blackbird and then led I was by the blackbird.

Water was a river flowing quite quickly, clear but blue water, not normal blue, more vibrant, stones in the river. My reflection was me. The water felt cool and invigorating feeling of the current but I wasn’t being washed away I could stand firm. I then carried on towards the city and instantly saw a tower as part of a castle. There were more dwellings but my gaze was only on the tower. This felt like home and I was so focused on it! The door was large and shimmering. I didn’t knock just lay my palm on it and it swung open. My energy had been different from crossing the bridge, more swirling in the heart and solar plexus area, but now when I saw the figure who opened the door it leapt into my heart and I smiled with joy. The man was dressed in pure white robes, and had a face like I imagine Santa Claus might have with white hair and beard! He was Nicholas he said, oldish but lovely friendly beaming face. He led me up stairs although we glided up, to the top room of the tower, a room I knew from other meditations but this time it was gleaming white. I was gliding ever higher in the room and where I touched the walls rainbows appeared. The ceiling was narrowing towards a point and then suddenly Nicholas looked younger. He then became a rainbow streak of light and so did I and we shot out of the top of the tower. We headed towards a really bright star and my energy changed again, vibrating really fast. The light was so bright and then I saw people waiting for me, really shining bright white and gold, shimmering. Almost too bright. One stood out, a woman and I nearly cried when I saw her. Deep joy. She was my Goddess/Isis/Sirius. But I felt the crying would loosen my grip as if it was too low a vibration for this place, and she instantly put a hand on me as if to strengthen my vibration. When she did colours emerged. Everyone was wearing a deep sort of summer sky blue,(hard to really describe it as it isn’t a blue I have seen on the earth dimension) robes, full length. In the background of this crowd of people was someone I recognised form my Project Sanctuary work, a close friend named Hydrocella. He is almost alien looking, not human, with blue skin. We went to more water, like a rectangular pool, crystal clear yet reflecting the sky, not showing its depths, and all jumped in without thinking. There was no fear it seemed natural. We dropped straight down and out into a cave where Jesus was at the side of a vast Amethyst crystal. There were others there too in like Lab coats but they didn’t grab my attention. Jesus is in a lot of my meditations and Akashic work at present. I went and stood with my hands on the crystal and the energies were just not something I can describe at all. The vibrations, and movements of energy were very powerful and I felt a change happening within me. (As I decided to work on a deep and painful problem this morning I now think this was a healing taking place to allow me to release these things). I suddenly was sent back to my body, like a melting back into it, although gently, and felt myself sinking back in. I was instantly back in my awareness, not like some meditations where it takes awhile. The room around me seemed at once foreign, as if I had been gone a long time, although I hadn’t, and another part of me recognised that I hadn’t, and more real.


This meditation left me feeling loved, nurtured, like I had been home, like I had been shown in more detail who was working with me, I can now picture the details better. It also taught me more things on a level I cannot describe, a level of my soul I think. It was powerful on every level, and much needed.


I have shared all this to hopefully help others to…..I don’t know….actually, I think I have just been prompted to share for reasons beyond my understanding! And that is fine. If I can help one person with my own experiences then this blog has done its job!

Go ahead and check out the two sites I have used in this post. They are both wonderful! And most of all be aware, have courage to follow the promptings of your soul, and know that if you do, the fears you have concerning the outcome will disintegrate into dust, they are not real. They are the falsehood of the Ego in its fight to protect you from things that cannot harm you, but only better you.

Much love to all who read this.

Kirsten Ivatts

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